Wednesday, March 25, 2015

5th letter

This week was really good. Our new district we got it pretty cool! They all study really hard and practice Spanish a lot! they'll be great! So this week was really good and I had some days that I struggled. One day my companion was struggling she just felt  like everyone was learning better than her and she was comparing the 18 year old boys to her self and got pretty down on herself.  I started to feel later that night just like I wanted to be able to teach better I'm not where I want to be but I want to be there now. But I prayed for help and our teacher noticed our faces I guess and talked to us and I felt better. I know I have high expectations for myself  but it will take time and hard work to get there. I know I can get there, and Christ will help me. My teacher reminded me of Christ's grace how he is the difference I shouldn't just rely on myself. I need to remember who else is my companion and let the spirit do the teaching and that will be enough. I am enough.And she showed me a scripture that I already really like D&C 78:17-18.
Friday we got our travel plans so that was pretty exciting! 
Saturday was Valentines day and me and Hna Lundberg made Valentines with scriptures about love on them and decorated our classrooms and gave our zone and teachers fun valentines. and her family sent a lot of treats so we gave those too! It was fun to see everyone so excited! OH and this day okay so mi companera wanted to do a Spanish temple session, they only do those on Saturdays at 8 am or 12. so we actually go special permission from the mtc pres. to go! We just couldn't tell any one! so I got to do a Spanish endowment session! It was pretty cool, I actually understood a lot! 
Sunday was so nice, I love them. We do a lot of singing and I love singing! We sing in sacrament, we sing a long to music and the spoken word (quietly but I still do ) and we sing in relief society and in our devotionals. So we have devotionals every Sunday and Tuesday and before they start we all sing the prelude music we do 3 or 4 songs and then an opening song! There is so much singing we sing before we start all of our classes too! I love it so much! In sacrament Pres. Goodman our branch president talked about how he had a son, who didn't like to swim he would not let go of the side of the pool. And he had a friend (pres G) who was an old Navy seal that said he could teach him how to swim, he was kind of worried but he let him. He took his on and went into the middle of the pool. and held him and said take a breathe and went under he came up screaming and sputtering but they did this over and over. until he got the idea. Well I related that to myself. I need to let go of the side of the pool, take a deep breathe and immerse  myself in the work.  
Yesterday it snowed a little like hail ish. I want to see snow again before I leave!!! but yes then we get to today and all is well! Just preparing to leave and all that fun stuff! And I don't think anything else really happened... so I guess I"ll talk to you Monday! and then I"ll be in South America!! woohoo...yeah.

Sunday, March 8, 2015

4th letter!

I cannot believe I have 1 more full P-day in the MTC. I'm not sure I want to leave, I mean I just left! I don't want to leave again! But I am excited for the plain ride! Although I'm not sure I'm ready to be in a foreign country! But I guess I'll get over that pretty fast! :) We are getting a new district tomorrow and we get to be hosts too!! That means I get to help people out of the car and into the MTC and show them to their room and stuff! I'm so excited, because my host was so nice and sweet! I want to help someone like that! And I decided when I come back I want to work at the MTC, I think it would be so fun! I love my teachers! Sorry I think I say that every week probably but I really do, I actually just love teachers! So cool! 

So this week we said goodbye to a sister in our zone, Hermana Worth she was better at the language than they thought so she's in Argentina now. 
That same day Thursday we were doing a teaching activity and it was pretty frustrating and I got kind of upset with myself. But Hermana Lundberg and I talked to our teacher and I felt much better. For the rest of the day Hna Lundberg was acting really weird and she just kept saying she was tired and I just did not believe her at all. It was driving me nuts. Even one of our teachers noticed and at the end of the day he asked if he could talk to us/her. He thought he had done something to hurt her feelings she had this nasty stink eye. She just said she was tired. And I said again I did not believe her! But I just felt like I should leave it alone so I did, then the next morning She said, so you know last night, I wasn't tired! No Way!! haha I was right!! I felt bad she was just frustrated and let it bother her all day! But I was proud I noticed :) It was nice being able to talk about that. 

Not much happened this week. We are working really hard with these last weeks left. Saturday was so nice and warm! It was crazy! we studied outside for a while. 
I memorized the first vision in Spanish!! 

Oh but I do have a funny story. So yesterday Hna Lundberg was talking to someone at dinner and I sat across from her. She had some pineapple left that she hadn't eaten. So I was bord and sprinkled salt on it. Then another sister in our zone said Hna Lundberg eat this its good, refering to the pineapple. So she did! It was so funny :) She spit it out and it was just funny! 

That's pretty much it... We are just studying really hard and practicing teaching all the time and speaking spanish! It's great! OH I cashed the check today! And we went to the eye doctor because Hna Lundbergs contact prescription expired...so we just stopped by the bank... It was great! Escape from the MTC part 2! Oh and tonight for the devotional me and Hna Lundberg are singing in the Choir and we are singing Nearer my God to thee. With the other half of the MTC that does choir :) Its pretty cool! Well we have to go practice now and I dont really have much more to say! I love you and miss you! 

Talk to you next week!!
Love Sarah!

Sarah's Third Letter

 My third week was good!! It has gone by so fast yet so slow at the same time it's weird! My district didn't change but my zone did. So there was District 8C in zone 8 they were here when we all got here. My district is 8A and another 8B we all got here on the same day. 8C all left this morning and yesterday for Costa Rica and Panama! We woke up at 4:15 this morning to say goodbye (apparently it's tradition or something) but dont worry I went back to bed :) Then we went to the Temple at 7:15 ish and just did initiatory's which was really cool! And of course we had to have breakfast! I was talking with a sister who was ringing up our food who spoke spanish and in spanish she said it was the celestial language haha. So yeah Spanish is coming along great! I'm starting to be able to express my emotions and thoughts in spanish. That was the hardest thing, when we were giving a lesson to an investigator and I couldn't say how I felt, and that made me feel like I was going to EXPLODE!!! it was so frustrating!! But I'm getting better at that!! I'm not worried about the language at all, I practice hard and I know the Lord will bless me. The first week we learned to pray and bear simple testimonies, and I learn more everyday! It's so fun I love it!

My companion is pretty good! I'll explain that in a minute though. 

Okay so now my stories :) 
 So first I feel perfectly normal now! Which is so great that was probably the shortest cold thingy I've ever had... Last Wednesday in gym we did lunges for a 1/10 of a mile and my legs and butt hurt so much from that! I need to get into shape! We woke up early and went to a yoga class at 6, that was interesting... 
Okay sorry now I'll explain the subject. So! It all started on Saturday. Normal day things were good. After dinner around 7:00 in class with Hermano Thompson an Elder in my district Elder Shamata did not feel well, he and his companion left and he threw up in the bathroom so they went back to their room. Then about a half an hour later Hna Lundberg didn't look to good when we came out of the bathroom but she said she was fine. Then about 20 min later she said she needed to leave so as soon as we got in the hall way she broke down in tears and was in a lot of pain in her stomach. But not her stomach it was like right below her belly button and she said it felt like someone was stabbing her. She mentioned a blessing earlier, so I didn't know what to do so I went into the other districts room and got the zone leaders and they gave her a blessing. She was able to stop crying, and in the blessing it was interesting, they blessed her that she would be healed by or with light and that all the darkness and evil in her would leave. (18 year old boys!!) I thought that was cool. Anyway we come out and Hermano Thompson is out there and he sees her and asks what's going on. She said she was fine...yeah as her face twisted in pain and she started crying again a little. He didn't buy it so he called the front desk and told them we were coming down there. (Because it was Saturday night the clinic was closed so they had to call a doctor) She did not want to, she just wanted to go lay down and put heat and lavender oil on it or something but we couldn't just not go. So they called a doctor and she talked to him and he wanted her to get it checked out. So it's like 8:30 ish now and we get to go to the ER!! woohoo..it was the only thing open saturday night :( So on a 12 passenger bus we go and drive down the street, passing every one coming out of the BYU basketball game. And to the IMC or IHC whatever it is ER. I've never been in an emergency room before so this was quite the experience. ( I actually really loved it though, I'll explain why) So they drop us off and we go in. She sits down and then stands up, and starts talking to people! I kind of freaked out in my mind, what are you doing you don't talk to people like that!! Then I though oh she'll make a good missionary haha. But later I found out 1. she's just like that and 2 it kept her mind off the pain. So then we got her checked in and sat down to wait. And she talked to more people. While we were waiting a couple comes in the girl is not walking well and leaning on the boy. They sat down and she got a wheel chair. and more of their family came in. They were all around her when they started to freak out! She passed out and I guess was pregnant too, so they tried to get a nurse and wake her up, it was kind of scary. But everyone in the ER I found is so calm, I could not work there. Anyway Jade asked me to pray with her for this girl so we were praying silently for her and I could hear them saying " Wake up sweetie, squeeze my hand". Well Jade gets up and goes over and asks for her name! Later I found out she really didn't hear them but I was again like, what are you doing?! But I found out it was a good thing she did. Because then they noticed we were praying and knew it was for her. When she finally got to go back her future mother in law and grandma( we found that out later) came and thanked and hugged us, they were crying so we were tearing up a bit. But that moment right there that experience I felt like a missionary. I felt like a representative of Jesus Christ. I felt like we were in the "real world" and for that time in the hospital I felt the reality and weight and joy of my calling. I felt the love of the Savior for these people. And yes it was already an emotional situation but I felt like those people saw and felt Christ through me. I can't explain it but I felt like a missionary and it was so cool! I was actually really happy and joking around the rest of our time here. I knew Jade was fine (sorry Hna Lundberg is too much to type) she knew she was fine, she just hurt. So I felt bad but it was so cool. Anyway we went back she got blood tests and did a urine test and got an ultrasound that was interesting. (I documented the whole thing, we have lots of pictures (: ) Then we were hanging out in our room I was pretty bored, sometime we would read a few scriptures because I had mine, or blow up latex gloves or I just wondered around her room. She made friends with all the nurses and doctors. Jade became best friends with everyone. Then the future mother in law of the girl  found us, and talked to us, her son is her fiance. It was interesting she told us all about them and that was doing fine and they were LDS I guess her son and the girl are working on coming back... Then after she left we were just sitting waiting for results, when 2 elders walked by our door it was Elder Shamata the one who threw up and his comp. Poor guy he did not feel well, they think it may have been really bad food poisoning with something else.   I guess it was bad enough they have him morophene how ever you spell it. Jade would not take it. So yeah we were just down the hall from each other! They were there till about 1:30 while we left around 11:45. so I guess with Jade they were looking for appendicitis or ovarian cysts. But they found nothing so they let us leave. She still hurt though not as bad. We got back around 12 and went to bed. so yeah! That was an adventure! She did see a doctor here though who explained the results more form all the tests she had.  Not much else happened...except our zone decreasing by 8 which was sad but it's what happens. Yeah I think that's pretty much it! I love you all and hope you have a good week!! 
Love 
Hermana Sarah :) 
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