7th letter

So my experiences this week. It's weird so you would think with all these new things I'm doing and experiencing and having to do I would be freaking out. Well I kind of did in the MTC but here I'm not. I feel strangley comfortable. I was thinking the other day that it feels like a dream, like I've been carried this whole way. And then I thought realized that I have been carried, Heavenly Father  and the prayers I feel from every one has carried me this whole way, through the are ports and through the rocky roads of Paraguay I know it! There is no other way I could be doing this. He has blessed my mind and my heart to be still and focus and my body to adjust well to the heat and humidity and the food. I have been completley blessed! And I am so greatful!

On day we were teaching this Hermana , Elda and she has a little boy maybe 2 yrs he was sitting on her lap ( we have all out lessons pretty much outside everyone here has a patio) and there were these big ants and other bugs outside their house. Well he would get this worri3ed look on his face and point to me and there would be a bug so I brushed it off (quickly) and he did it a few more times. And I thought , oh how cute he's watching out for me! Then I heard a voice in my head say, I'm always watching out for you Sarah, I'm right here. And in that moment I knew that I am being watched over and I just felt super loved and ..yeah it was great. 

I realized that this is hard this week. I had a moment of feeling really overwhelmend and frustrated and I let myself have a little pity party but then decided I needed to put all that aside and dig in and I felt better. 

I'm still learning to love , that's hard. There's a song we exercise to in the morning that says you can smile to everyone you pass and you'll never run out of love. Dont be afraid to love. It's hard but I'm trying to do that. 

And you know how Dad was with rain on his mission. I feel that way with bugs here haha :) 

Sorry I don't have any more time I'm going to try to send a picture or 2 before I

go I love all of you so much!